Currently
Homemade coffee, every morning.
Teams calls at least twice, three times a day.
Arrangements to go on walks at the high school.
Feeling intense apprehension about going to the grocery store.
Being aware of the number of steps I am taking, daily.
Dreading rainy days indoors.
Noticeable emotional ups and downs.
Dreaming about making french crusty bread from scratch.
Getting the itch to garden outside.
Avoiding watching too many hours of the news / spending too much time online.
Not shopping besides Amazon and groceries.
Not wearing pants with buttons (haa!)
Double doses of Rosie time.
Life lately in the world of Coronavirus. It’s quite repetitive, and I notice that good moods directly correlate with good weather; the littlest simplicities like having the windows open, or seeing my plants spring towards the sunlight, are inspiring. Today unfortunately is quite dreary, but I suppose we need rain to keep those spring flowers coming. I’ve been passing the days by working (quite a bit actually) and planning, wondering, for the days ahead. Dreaming of things like travel make me feel quite sad, even hopeless. I have been reliving old Italy travels though some of my journals, and thinking about the small joys of lunch at Pino’s or sitting in the Campo with a bottle of wine. It is quite nostalgic to think about, which can be maddening. So, other times I dream about making something yummy in the kitchen - I have been meaning to try this french bread recipe since Monday but I got worried about getting sidetracked with work.
I am grateful that my only struggle has been managing the upkeep of work, and keeping a routine. I know things could be much, much worse.
ciao, xo